"There are those who would rather shake the Devil by the tail...

HEY, so yeah, this isn't going to be much of an update (AKA, all I'm probably going to do is complain. But still.)

SOOOOO, I haven't really been TALKING much to anybody lately, not because I want to BE that way, it's just that I haven't SEEN anyone at school. And I haven't really been happy all that much. I mean, when I get home I'm happy, but at school, I'm not that happy, only occasional spurts of "I LOVE LIFE NO WAIT NEVER MIND". 

I've been distant to Molly, Lauren I haven't had a sustained a lengthy conversation with since school began, I see Emily EVERYWHERE (in THREE of my classes), Kelsey, not much but kinda since we walk together from our lockers, Joanna, hardly (yesterday was a whole damn bonding Flex with her, which I'll get to~), and finally, BETH, and I talk about her last because she's the one that's been bothering me MOST. All of a sudden, just like, I'm not talking to her. (YES, YOU, I KNOW YOU'RE THERE.) I think I've said, oh maybe, THREE words to her the past WEEK and I don't think I talked to her today, either. Oh WAIT, no, I said HI to her. HIIIII.

WTF is going on~?! I need to organize a whole THING to get all of us together because it's PISSING ME OFF that I hardly get to talk to any of my friends at SCHOOL. AT SCHOOOOLLLLL DDDDD:< Which is the place where MOST OF MY SOCIALIZING IS HELD. AND EVEN NOW THAT'S BEING TAKEN AWAY.

And I srsly think I'm growing a deep contempt for EVERYTHING LIVING. I've been in a slump this whole week during school where as soon as I step foot in those hallways, I WANT TO RIP SOMETHING APART. Sometimes I just feel like I'm going to take out my bad mood on someone, but I don't WANT to, so I hold it in and it BUILDS UP D: But I'm not like that the WHOLE DAY, just MOST of the day ._. Like, I'll be walking, and even if I just GLIMPSE at someone I know, I'll be all "JOYOUS I LOVE ALL OF YOOOUUUU~" which is something NORMAL when you see a friend but I feel like because I'm being so deprived of my friends even if they don't notice me I'm happy @___@ Fudge, I dunno ><

*COUGH* ANYWAY. I semi-punched Justin today. >_o JUSTIN BOKAY, whom had transferred into my Biology class and whom I had hated the MOMENT he stepped into my classroom~ And the semi-punch wasn't the first time I had fought BACK. See, one day, he was being especially irritating, and I had managed to tolerate him up until he started tapping his pen against my head. So, I had whipped around, grabbed the pen out of his hand, and threw it to the side of the room, all while smiling pleasantly up at him. And this girl Veronica that sits a seat down from me had said, "THANK YOU, CAITLIN" because I wasn't the only one he was pissing off. Then after that, he started waving a piece of paper at my face, bumbling nonsense and I just glared at him with all of the hate I could muster, then Veronica went to Emily, "I think your friend wants to hurt Justin. Like, REALLY bad. And that's okay with me. Because I will TOTALLY back her up." And I says, "THANK YOU, Veronica :3" and she just goes, "YOU'RE WELCOME :3"

BUT ANYWAY, I already told everybody that, just feel like typin' lots, SO. Today. He was - again - being especially annoying because his partner in crime was absent. He was pissing me about ten-thousand times with his antics, but what really set me off was when he RUBBED MY HEAD, when I was showing Emily my part of the project we did, saying "AWW THAT'S CUUUTTEEEE" so, I just armed him back with my, well, ARM, and said, "DON'T TOUCH ME, ALRIGHT? DDDD:<" in which he just mimicked me 'cause he had no BETTER response, and obviously Emily didn't notice my bad humor to it, for she just kind of made this odd giggle, BUT ANYWAY~ He started making this OBNOXIOUSLY loud noise right by my ear so I backhanded him in the shoulder. With my fist. Then he went "OOOWWWW THAT HURRTTT" like a little girl, and I says to him, "WELL THEN DON'T SCREAM IN MY EAR" and yet he did it AGAIN right after that. Then after THAT (he was effin' BOMBARDING ME ><), I was resting my head in my arms and he started poking me, saying "You're lazy, you're lazy" and I just tell him, "YEAH, I know, thanks~" and Veronica eventually notices and goes, "Justin, she's going to punch you and when she does I'm going to LAUGH." He says to me, then, "YEAH, so punch me, bring it" and I just go, "You want to be punched?", "Yeah, BRING IT", "Noooo.. not yet..."

Joy, I wasted two paragraphs talking about Justin. He's not even worth a sentence, but I'm proud that I punched him~ :D

ANNND YESTERDAYYYYY I spent my whole Flex with Joanna and we kept wandering around the hallways and I swear, I think the teachers were catching on XD We passed this guy down in the basement in his classroom, like, five times. 'Cause Joanna wanted to jump over this chair, so I put it in the middle of the basement hallway, and she runs practically ALLLLLL the way down the hall to jump over it XD Then I rush to put it back and we make our escape >_> 'Cause we're not allowed to be in the basement during Flex. But it was freaky, 'cause there was this teacher/authority-thing in the Gym and the guy in the room in the basement had the SAME yellow shirt and looked eerily similiar, so we were thinkin, "WTF, how did you get down here so fast" X33 Aah, that was a fun day~

And today I didn't see ANYWAY, except for Emily during our classes and during the last ten minutes of Flex. OH YEAH, and Matt was there. HI, MATT I DIDN'T FORGET ABOUT YOU :D So, I was in Psychology club the whole time and LAUREN was, there, too, and Luka (FTW, is that how you spell her name? I know it isn't, it's spelled so weird 'cause it's awesome @_@) annnnd this other girl I know the name of but it escapes me, and Arielllllle and Ms. McShane, too. And, mentioned before, Emily and Matt were there as well, but at the very end :X Lol, in the beginning, only Ria and I were there so we were making "observations" from the window of the room, AKA, watching people walk to their cars XD I thought this lady in this red coat was going to go to the RED car, 'cause they MATCHED, but she went to a blue one, so they CLASHED D:< This guy in a white shirt, too, I thought he was going to go to the WHITE car, but alas, no X3 Then a cop car went by and paused by this other parked car and I went to Ria, "They're swapping donuts :D" or summin' like that~

AAANNNNDD the puppies are still wonderfully adorable, they all waddle over with their little tails wagging when I go in the garage to play with them~ <3 I've got cuts on my arms/knee/thighs from them. I need to stop going out there in the garage with SHORTS XD 'Cause I had three of them in my lap at once and they were all looking over my arm and I thought it was the cutest thing~ <333333 CAN'T WAIT TIL THEY GET OLDER SO I CAN INVITES PEOPLES OVER :D

No, not my beloved friends.

Random people on the street.

Y'know, like hobos.

Gosh.

I should think it would be obvious.